just an ordinary day

 after two crazy months of moving from one place to another and organizing events 

these days seem boring

and yet...

majority of my/our days are 

for example my last two days were filled with 

administration and paperwork

reading books and other materials

meeting people over a cup of coffee

processing and planning 

nothing special, I would say

and I didn't feel fine /don't ask me why ... I don't know/

I was looking for something extraordinary

even through fb

something that would bring more excitement into my life

.........................................

sometimes I tend to look at the ordinary days like an unwanted must

some kind of transitional stage between two extraordinary experiences

but this is where my life happens

it is made out of small decisions I make daily

my character is being built up especially in those moments when nobody's watching

if I want to be entrusted with much, I need to be trusted with little

He is with me in all those moments

therefore

it's ok to have an "ok day" 

i just need to change my mind set

look closer

and capture its beauty